Posted by Macheath on July 7, 2000 at 13:53:18:
In Reply to: Problem posted by Baron Watcher on July 7, 2000 at 13:41:23:
> > > You mentioned being silly and "fun". Do you think that's a necessity? > > No, certainly not. That's just what I wanted to do... have fun. There are plenty of other Entropy possibilities... there's chaotic stupid, there's Zorszaulish, there's a dark, evil manipulative bastard, there's somebody who specializes in lying to Arbiters... um.. the possibilities are endless. And, damnit, I've started and stopped in mid-sentence and mid-word on this post about a dozen times now, so any train of thought I had at the beginning is gone. Damn work! Damn!! > > The long and short of it is that "fun and silly" was just what I wanted to do with Gesh. I wanted to be fun, and I wanted to make people laugh -- without reverting to the typical Spoon-Yelling chaotic/stupid role. I think I did a good job. That's all now. Just got fecking interrupted by work again. > Yes, there are those possiblitlies. But she wont let you in with them. People have rolled up the dark, evil, non-fun but surely chaotic in their heart, etc, and been denied. People have rolled up the "I'm not here to be all jokey and fun loving, I'm here to wreak havoc and be myself" characters, and she denies them. > I've found her to be narrow in her mindset for this, and it's especially ironic since it's for a cabal about chaos, about all possibliities, about not fitting into molds. Yes, some of that is from hearing from other players and what they have told me themselves. some is from my own personal experience. some is from forum posts.