Posted by WALSH on August 10, 2000 at 10:49:12:
In Reply to: poll CF dreams : I want to be a leader... bad good experience and what it represent n/t posted by Lynxaria on August 9, 2000 at 20:55:28:
Good Experience Bad Experience Good Experience Bad Experience But we spoke about it and I could tell he had been watching me alot..he told me why I shouldnt be leader and hit it dead on. He seemed to not only know the inner thoughts of the Character but myself..and he was right. I couldnt be leader. Good Experience Bad Experience
Playing Ambrosella, an Arbiter storm giant warrior with the sphere of Justice. I went and spoke with Bria one day at rank 43 for shits and giggles and we seemed to click. I walked away an hour later with a tattoo. TO this day she is one of the better Imm intereactions I have had..I loved our talks. Also got a title from this Ambrosella, (warrior title), Guardian of the Hummingbird
Any time I have to roll another character and trudge through the lowbie people that have made me leave and return to cf more times then I can count. THe high school idiots sitting next to their groupie in study hall pking people and then cussing at them after they die.
Being made Lord Adept of Masters (Daubaen) I LOVED this character and Really took this job seriously..I interviewed like a mofo. Busted my ass for the tower..unfortunately I always seemed to charge off half cocked and end up a corpse for the greater good.
Being denied by Twist for the leader spot of Masters because I did not impose 'fear' in our enemys. Hearing that I would never ever be the leader was like being told by your boss "Your doing a beautifull job, your my best employee, but you will never leave the position your at..ever"
Playing a ranger named Waltizia in Sylvan in the good ole days. People like Beruigend, Arkand (leader), Viviane, Theric (my char's loving husband), Hargrave, Kamysta, etc were all in the cabal. We seemed to be fighting the one man army naems Istindil each day but the RP in my mind was damn near stellar..I truely felt a part of a family. Viviane didnt rp with me..she PULLED me into the RP and the warders..I felt so accepted. I can think of no better experience in this entire time I have been on cf to have this be my very first caballed char. Thank you everyone in this cabal I mentioned and some I didnt..(I just woke up).
Deleting Waltizia (felar ranger) at rank 22 because I had a thief blackjack me in the forest and kill me on a dual backstab. I had lie 3 mobdeaths and was in a huge hole. I knew I had a hard hard life in front of me. I cannot believe I was so stupid to do such a thing. TO this day when I get angry and want to delete I force myself to quit and come back in a day or two..only delete rationally, never emotionally.