Posted by Arolin on October 30, 2000 at 03:21:36:
In Reply to: CF Addiction... Dilemma! [plentiful.txt] posted by Zepachu on October 30, 2000 at 00:43:02:
> Well, I'm addicted. I have been for the last six years. (How addicted are you, Zepachu?) Keep reading. > After Zepachu I just didn't have the heart to get into anything serious (as if Z was serious...). I have spent time fleshing out detailed roles that would be fun and then I lose interest. Maybe it's school, or other life factors consuming my time, or maybe CF's hold is loosening on me. (I doubt that last one.) I just think I'm bored to a degree, so that's why I'm posting for some much needed help. Help me keep my addiction, pleeassseee... > The last few months (post Zepachu) I had three characters. None of them grouped with anyone (which is something I often put into my roles) and they all reached the 30s fairly quickly. Then I lose interest and delete;delete or auto-delete. Seeing as I only play one character at a time, about two-three days of work to get them to the 30s, then the auto-delete, then the new char. One was set for Scarab (Flame), another for Entropy. The last of the three troubles me. > I had the most fun with him, but never even began to live out the role. The role stated that merely sitting in a quiet clearing, or somewhere with very little traffic, was not enough to satisfy me. I wanted to "destroy everyone and everything in Thera, except for myself, so I can finally get some peace and quiet." True enough that's a silly little sentence to put in... but I wound up becoming a social butterfly. I stopped by the Inn and was drawn in. This happens with all my characters... the Inn is great. I didn't kill a single person, and no one killed me. I went into the 30s with no player-blood on my hands. Is this bad? Well... when your role says that you want to maul everything around you... YES it's bad. > So here's some more information. > In all my years I haven't played any serious Goodie characters. I've played and heroed all the classes... but never heroed a Bard, Druid, Healer, Paladin, Ranger, Shaman or Transmuter. > I'm a good PKer and a good runner when that fails, and I consider myself an above-average RPer. I'm not the best there ever was, but I can act out my roles well. > What should I do? Keep in mind, I don't like playing Good characters. I'm Evil... have been for my twenty years on this earth and six years in Thera... but I'm open to any idea someone might have. Also keep in mind... I've had a handful of Imperials, a dozen Barons, one Arbiter, two Masters, zero Sylvan/Troupe/Scarab/Dawn/Rager. > All input, and flames, are welcome... as always. But please, if you're going to only be offensive, e-mail me. There's no need to subject other people to mere name calling. > -Zepachu@dilemma.now > Zepachu Fact!
> I've been playing since CF's conception, an average of 10 hours a day, but we'll assume 5. 365 * 6 * 5 = 10,950 hours. Fun. Go to the top