Posted by Lelana on October 30, 2000 at 20:07:57:

In Reply to: This really isn't a fair post posted by Nepenthe(IMM) on October 30, 2000 at 19:56:57:

> Any discussion which comes even remotely close to something resembling the truth is going to (and I grudgingly admit rightly so) qualify as character assassination, giving away "secrets" about your character.

Secrets? What secrets? Please, humor me. If your
talking about what I did the first half of my life,
you'd know if you knew me, there isn't exactly "much"
to hide about my dealings with the Grove or Village
anymore, since I'm at war with both now. Anything
not involving the Grove or Village, has no right to
be said here because it would break OOC info into the
game and would rightfully ruin my character in some
aspects. But these have nothing to do with my argument.

> Incidentally, as a kindness I'd advise making no further characters along those lines.

I'm not making characters for you or for anyone else
but myself. I like these roles, and how I play. Is
it my fault people don't like it, because it gets a
lot of people fucked over (Alotho and Dardignac come
to mind)? No, it's their own fault they were deceived
in the first place. It's the price ya pay.

>I'm sure there are some kinds of characters you could play and impress us all. It's my opinion that this is not one of those kinds.

I don't want to impress someone, or anyone as I said.
If anything, I'm having fun. Am I pissed since no one
sees my way? Not really. Am I pissed that the gods
deny me a little reaction to this? Yes. (Ask Big J)
It's more than disappointing to see a character with
a good role, good roleplaying, and with a player behind
it having a lot of fun, kinda get shifted aside because
of the sphere/ideals picked.

And what do I say to this?

I play who I play.
I am who I am.
Don't like it? No one asked you.

(Don't get me started Nepenthe, I'm already pissed bout
your little Scarab comment earlier. I'm not here to
impress you, or any other God OOC. I'm here to enjoy
the environment, RP, and have fun. Don't assume you
know who I play (I've been tattoed by you. Surprise
you?), you can't track everything. So what, I'm playing
a character based on a dead religion (J). So shoot me
for trying to add some fun into the mud, and get some
interaction in my own way.)

Lelana

Follow Ups:

• Wait, what? You never "deceived" me, you "deceived" Jerith. I'm not an idiot, I knew about you before you did because I heard the stories from Sylvan through Krestanor. nt Dardignac 05:44:06 10/31/2000 (0)
• Since you laid it out, I'll be more clear. Nepenthe(IMM) 20:19:30 10/30/2000 (12)
  • Well let me make it a lot clearer... Lelana 20:29:48 10/30/2000 (11)
    • Yeah, that impossible element you bring to CF will remain impossible if you keep executing it as poorly as you do n/t Flame Boy to the Rescue! 22:40:49 10/30/2000 (0)
    • Watch out for speeding trains... An Immortal(IMM) 20:43:38 10/30/2000 (5)
      • What if she quaffed an enlarge potion? n/t Ygnacio 21:01:20 10/30/2000 (0)
      • Riiight...and that was supposed to mean something? Lelana 20:47:40 10/30/2000 (3)
        • Actually I think the train reference is to something else.....(TEXTY) Someone from the group 06:38:59 10/31/2000 (1)
          • Heh, I remember that now. Somehow I justified a gnome train, but now that I see it, it was dumb. Thanks [n/t] Lelana 08:43:17 10/31/2000 (0)
        • Man(woman?) think about it. Eric Prothero 21:33:34 10/30/2000 (0)
    • Fair enough. What I don't get is, why do you come here and complain SO much if you're having fun? (n/t) Nepenthe(IMM) 20:40:21 10/30/2000 (3)
      • Complain? Honestly, where did I complain? Lelana 20:41:42 10/30/2000 (2)
        • Damn the enter key...(text) Lelana 20:44:22 10/30/2000 (1)
          • You may not be complaining per se but your arrogant, hostile and unpleasant I deserve-everything tone more than makes up for it. yuck 23:43:13 10/30/2000 (0)

Post a Followup