So ive been con questing like a mad man Got myself into great shape (as far as being me is concerned) but still feel half dead Hear banshees wailing and feel like i lost everything except my hate (and my love for the hate) I dont really enjoy anything except maybe some verbal polemics and drugs (dont give me the addiction shit i got it very well under control but yeah maybe i just need to take a year or so completely clear the system.. but im scared that ill get cancer again if i unpoison my system completely) Dont help me, hate me ;) Edit: I feel like my problem is I need someone to annihilate my ego and make me break down completely but noone ever does Edit2: Im ususally wrong especially when it comes to myself http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116413#msg-1116413 Tue, 14 Apr 2026 08:30:55 -0400 Phorum 5.2.23 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117398#msg-1117398 Keto is sooo bad for you http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117398#msg-1117398
Granted you can lose weight eating little Debbie snacks if you keep your caloric intake below maintenance, but if you want any form of body composition not similar to a testicle, I'd get my macro's in check.

Solid state cardio is bullshit, HIIT is superior is several ways and less time consuming.

- Brujah;. Board dietician and part time trainer.

"Set some goals. Shut the fuck up about them. Crush that shit. Clap for your damn self."]]> Brujah OT Board Sun, 24 Jun 2018 08:44:29 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117397#msg-1117397 ur a type 1 cuck. http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117397#msg-1117397
btw i know u were the snitch

i know it

we have the documents.]]> Rhyaldrin OT Board Sat, 23 Jun 2018 18:20:07 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117396#msg-1117396 I'm type 1 diabetic. Keto is my bitch http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117396#msg-1117396 Dalbrin OT Board Sat, 23 Jun 2018 17:24:15 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117394#msg-1117394 If you want to break down your ego, do what Hairy says and help others http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1117394#msg-1117394 PaulO OT Board Fri, 22 Jun 2018 17:00:00 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116774#msg-1116774 The ape speaks true. http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116774#msg-1116774
And when I'm forced to analyze my behavior and how it can be interpreted (by her or by anyone) it goes a long way in breaking my own ego down.]]> Sam OT Board Mon, 21 May 2018 11:50:59 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116703#msg-1116703 Get out of here hippy. (n/t) http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116703#msg-1116703 Matrik OT Board Fri, 18 May 2018 13:10:49 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116702#msg-1116702 Sauna done.. most refreshing. http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116702#msg-1116702 Flipside Oreo OT Board Fri, 18 May 2018 11:11:10 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116698#msg-1116698 Born and raised.. from the region with the bestest cheese nt http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116698#msg-1116698 Flipside Oreo OT Board Fri, 18 May 2018 07:23:57 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116697#msg-1116697 Born and raised.. from the region with the bestest cheese nt http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116697#msg-1116697 Flipside Oreo OT Board Fri, 18 May 2018 07:23:57 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116680#msg-1116680 Holy fuck that's hilarious http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116680#msg-1116680 Kstatida OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 14:59:03 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116679#msg-1116679 Did someone say batto? http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116679#msg-1116679 ]]> MiyagiYojimbo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 14:53:02 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116678#msg-1116678 Word http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116678#msg-1116678 Kstatida OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 14:23:57 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116670#msg-1116670 Word. Bastu it is http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116670#msg-1116670 Flipside Oreo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 11:06:35 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116667#msg-1116667 Just go to banya http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116667#msg-1116667 Kstatida OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 07:27:43 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116663#msg-1116663 Hehe http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116663#msg-1116663
In this case though I was more thinking about physical conditioning, like slapping oneself all over or going for a run and jumping in cold water. I've thought about BDSM but I have no sexual attraction to that scene (nor any other one really) so it feels a bit weird.

This whole thing with love fluff and babies and shit is kind of lost on me right now, but I think I see a bit better now. I burnt that candle when I lost *.

Also get fired? Get promotions? Who gives a fuck?

Edit: Sorry my browser keeps double posting. Not me.]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 05:09:44 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116662#msg-1116662 Hehe http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116662#msg-1116662
In this case though I was more thinking about physical conditioning, like slapping oneself all over or going for a run and jumping in cold water. I've thought about BDSM but I have no sexual attraction to that scene (nor any other one really) so it feels a bit weird.

This whole thing with love fluff and babies and shit is kind of lost on me right now, but I think I see a bit better now. I burnt that candle when I lost *.

Also get fired? Get promotions? Who gives a fuck?]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 05:09:44 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116661#msg-1116661 Now who is unloading shit? http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116661#msg-1116661
I keep everything that is me, but I was also dead inside for a long time and I lost many things that were me. I am reclaiming those, my original parts so to say. Like if Valguarnera wiped the CF areas and then I had to rebuild them from mysql transaction logs. Because its fun to blame Valg.

>> You ask for aid, then dismiss it out of hand because you think you've got it all figured out. Either you have, or you haven't. I have. I know life. I know what's waiting for you when you drop the ego, the self-importance, and the confident facade. It's violent, glorious, and utterly uncaring. You're a speck, just like the rest of us. When you realize that, you'll have taken your first step.

I never asked for aid. I quote myself: "Dont help me, hate me ;)". Also I dont really dismiss stuff, stuff just takes a while to sink in. Like thrown stones sinking to the bottom of a moor on their way to the core.

Perhaps I am a speck, what do I know? Afaik I am what I am; nothing more, nothing less.

I have taken more than my first step, trust me. More like a couple million steps. But there may be many steps left, what do I know? Nothing.

I agree that life should be dark violent and glorious though. You pompous bastard.]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 04:59:02 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116660#msg-1116660 Now who is unloading shit? http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116660#msg-1116660
I keep everything that is me, but I was also dead inside for a long time and I lost many things that were me. I am reclaiming those, my original parts so to say. Like if Valguarnera wiped the CF areas and then I had to rebuild them from mysql transaction logs. Because its fun to blame Valg.

>> You ask for aid, then dismiss it out of hand because you think you've got it all figured out. Either you have, or you haven't. I have. I know life. I know what's waiting for you when you drop the ego, the self-importance, and the confident facade. It's violent, glorious, and utterly uncaring. You're a speck, just like the rest of us. When you realize that, you'll have taken your first step.

I never asked for aid. I quote myself: "Dont help me, hate me ;)". Also I dont really dismiss stuff, stuff just takes a while to sink in. Like thrown stones sinking to the bottom of a moor on their way to the core.

Perhaps I am a speck, what do I know? Afaik I am what I am; nothing more, nothing less.

I have taken more than my first step, trust me. More like a couple million steps. But there may be many steps left, what do I know? Nothing.

I agree that life should be dark violent and glorious though. You pompous bastard.]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Thu, 17 May 2018 04:59:01 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116630#msg-1116630 This is the other half of the problem with modern society. http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116630#msg-1116630
You ask for aid, then dismiss it out of hand because you think you've got it all figured out. Either you have, or you haven't. I have. I know life. I know what's waiting for you when you drop the ego, the self-importance, and the confident facade. It's violent, glorious, and utterly uncaring. You're a speck, just like the rest of us. When you realize that, you'll have taken your first step.]]> Doof OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 12:52:13 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116629#msg-1116629 Hurting yourself without inflicting damage? http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116629#msg-1116629
Nothing does. That hole, that emptiness? That's the grave calling, and you'll be there to fill that hole yourself soon enough.

As long as you're not in it, be grateful and keep moving.]]> Doof OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 12:47:38 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116619#msg-1116619 You are sort of right http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116619#msg-1116619
Some things are just so fucking disgusting
I am still vengeful so how the fuck am i supposed to react?
Start shit, let them respond and then process it back

[www.sciencedaily.com]]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 09:47:14 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116618#msg-1116618 You did, dummy http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116618#msg-1116618
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Flipside Oreo
Dont help me, hate me ;)

Edit: I feel like my problem is I need someone to annihilate my ego and make me break down completely but noone ever does Edit2: Im ususally wrong especially when it comes to myself

I feel like the problem is you want to ask for advice and then dismiss what everyone says.]]> MiyagiYojimbo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 09:31:55 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116616#msg-1116616 I appreciate the idea though http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116616#msg-1116616
Otherwise whats a good way of hurting myself without inflicting lasting damage?

I think my long term pain tolerance is good but I flinch too easy.]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 08:18:18 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116615#msg-1116615 I appreciate the idea though http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116615#msg-1116615
Otherwise whats a good way of hurting myself without inflicting lasting damage?

I think my long term pain tolerance is good but I flinch too easy.]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 08:18:18 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116613#msg-1116613 I think seaweed is better than refined salt tho http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116613#msg-1116613
Edit: And also.. water breathing!

Also explains this paradox:
[www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov]]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 07:42:37 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116612#msg-1116612 Yeah what I remember it used to be in the standard salt here as well http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116612#msg-1116612 Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 07:10:15 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116611#msg-1116611 Thing is, it's already mandatory in half the world http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116611#msg-1116611 Kstatida OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 06:45:36 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116610#msg-1116610 I prefer to let people make their own mistakes and suffer for them http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116610#msg-1116610
Like LCD monitors]]> Flipside Oreo OT Board Wed, 16 May 2018 06:37:11 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116556#msg-1116556 Mandatory salt iodisation is the answer (n/t) http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116556#msg-1116556 Kstatida OT Board Tue, 15 May 2018 08:11:40 -0400 http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116554#msg-1116554 Who gave you air you little shrimp? nt http://www.qhcf.net/phorum/read.php?8,1116413,1116554#msg-1116554 Flipside Oreo OT Board Tue, 15 May 2018 05:50:26 -0400