I've had one scarab and it took me over 120 hrs to get that one inducted, by which point I was 66 and 2 in pk, and one of those deaths want really a pk one. I simply forgot I had a mob hostile to me and ran into it again. When I ran into delays I took it as a test of my resolve
So don't give me your whining crap when the very advice that enabled me to get in is given to you. You fail because you give up.
Enjoy continuing to fail. I'm done wasting time with you and frankly the game won't suffer for your absence.
I can only imagine what your complaining would be like if you did get into scarab. You've already started whining about the powers without actually trying them fully. You whine about ganks when that will be much of your life as a scarab, with fewer allies than an uncaballed. Your pk life will be harder than anything you've known so far so you will need some mental strength and an attitude of persevering through adversity, which appears to be where your are severely lacking.
In all my time playing this game I can't remember a player who I found as pathetic as you.
Come to think of it my last character, Outlander druid Chamst, also took ages to get inducted, because there was no one who could induct playing during my hours. You can still play without cabal powers and enjoy it, unless you are telling yourself it is the cause of all your many woes.