Meh. Still sucks in hindsight and the low lag starter commune being beaten by failed sleep,flee,return,sleep sucks even more. You taking the weapon to do some rp stuff with was enough insult to injury to not really look back. I'll try the concept again sometime, and in the same situation I'm just not fighting that fight, period.
Oh...and having to nosum on top of trustcabal is crap too.
But really...you played it perfectly, it just cemented all the things I didnt like with how the char was progressing.