You seemed like you wanted to know why people disliked your character. I explained to you why I personally disliked your character.
Take the feedback, or discard it. That's up to you. But whatever you do, calm the hell down.
And as far as ME wanting to say no? I do. But it isn't me you're asking the question to.. it's my character. Would my character say "No, sorry.. if you die it's your own damn fault." Obviously not.. at least not if I'm playing my own role well. That's kind of the rub.. I don't want to have to abandon my own roleplay to have a good time, but your playstyle makes that a necessity sometimes.