Somehow you took sincere constructive criticism and turned it into a grand conspiracy against you specifically when nobody really knows who you are or cares about your characters other than the way they negatively impact the atmosphere.
There were multiple conversations about your habits over CB with people asking for advice on how to deal with your personality, these discussions were not on discord, they just didnt include you.
You are over here complaining about peoples reaction to your RP while at the same time completely dismissing everyone elses RP. An Acolyte is never supposed to hold back from aiding a Maran and you absolutely know this. You say they can just say no when youre literally asking them to save your life in advance because youre about to go do some stupid shit and everyone knows it including you.
Nobody cares about pk numbers anymore except for you, shapa, and Mackle. Your 100 pks will fall on deaf ears and the only merit you will have futuristically with the player base are the interactions you have with other players.
Just some stuff you can think about or pretend to ignore.