Just let the shit talkers talk dude, you were playing a fine villager and I thought you had a lot of potential. you just got stuck in the village death ranks (40-46) where spellbane is almost useless against heros and cabals tend to rove around in mass gank sqauds. If you had made it to hero and perfected deathblow and some more skills you would have been fine buts its just really tough getting there sometimes.