Posted by Eric Prothero (Sgt Leg) on May 8, 2000 at 14:35:29:
Okay okay I'll put a lid on it. I've been getting a little carried away I admit it.
So a baron has made his way to the forum whats the big deal?
My obnoxious little posts down there spring from a few things....
Over all and most prevalent is my desire to stik up for my bro's.
Also I my self am getting a little burned.
No PB i'm not looking for attention in the sense that I'm starved for it.
I was actually trying to make the point that we all basicly do contribute to the atmospher of the game. I've never had a single person group with me (in the past 2 years or so) thats been upset by my RP in cluding my own buddies of wich I have traveled with and they didn't have a clue to who I was....ah talking smack again.
Truth is this is an increadable sight PB Dioxide and the rest you have a good thing going here and I'll not spew any more BS on it. I often preach in real life not to allow your self to be provoked and I should practice that here as well.
It's a fact that intence stress tends to drop people down a level or two on the 6 tiers of maturity. I can see that I have not been on level 6 when posting and (yeah I'll say it)I'm sorry for contributing to the BS.
Not that you all care or I'm justifying my actions but looking inward I know the reasons why I've been acting like this and I gotta say I'm truly sorry and feel some what ashamed for my actions.
Imms I've spouted off to you guys a couple of times when I hadn't meant to. More often I've generated a random character just to say thanks. I can't say I've ever really been dissapointed with any interactions.
Astien if you read this My biggest apology goes to you you smirking bastard I was tired and had been up all night and Fighting with my girl. My baby started to cry and I snapped the key board was in my hand and I vented there and deleted. If you have no recollection of the event great if so I felt pretty stupid later.
Sorry for embarasing you Clemmy.
Today I got word that I landed a 25k a year job(Here that is insane money the COL is minimal)
and all the stress I have been feeling is gone. I've managed to get myself on my feet again after splitting up and I'm closer to my center than even when I was living with my now defunct family.
Another thing that has been bothering me is my use of an alias. My name is Eric Prothero and I place my reputation on my name and I've been hiding behind SGT Leg wich has made it to easy not to be me.
Since my emotions were all mixed up my thoughts were to and as such I spouted a lot of moronic bullshit.
And truth be told If I didn't like CF so much I wouldn't be here. i've been playing with you all for 3 years and I'm as guilty of getting mad at a character as the next guy. What I should be thinking is "HEY!! ive been playing with you for three years!! I'm mad at the situation not yuo." Well things'll improve they always do.
Yeah i've been an ass So fellows and Fellas and To my FTA bro's who's name I have help soil in the last couple of weeks (And who I notice tend not fly the guideon anymore)I am very sorry for my behavior and....well that says it all I guess.
My Ex just droped off Autumn So I'm going to play with her.
Eric Prothero Brewer Patriot
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