Posted by curious on May 8, 2000 at 15:18:36:
In Reply to: not an appology...oh ok it is. posted by Eric Prothero (Sgt Leg) on May 8, 2000 at 14:35:29:
> Okay okay I'll put a lid on it. I've been getting a little carried away I admit it.
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> So a baron has made his way to the forum whats the big deal?
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> My obnoxious little posts down there spring from a few things....
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> Over all and most prevalent is my desire to stik up for my bro's.
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> Also I my self am getting a little burned.
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> No PB i'm not looking for attention in the sense that I'm starved for it.
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> I was actually trying to make the point that we all basicly do contribute to the atmospher of the game. I've never had a single person group with me (in the past 2 years or so) thats been upset by my RP in cluding my own buddies of wich I have traveled with and they didn't have a clue to who I was....ah talking smack again.
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> Truth is this is an increadable sight PB Dioxide and the rest you have a good thing going here and I'll not spew any more BS on it. I often preach in real life not to allow your self to be provoked and I should practice that here as well.
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> It's a fact that intence stress tends to drop people down a level or two on the 6 tiers of maturity. I can see that I have not been on level 6 when posting and (yeah I'll say it)I'm sorry for contributing to the BS.
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> Not that you all care or I'm justifying my actions but looking inward I know the reasons why I've been acting like this and I gotta say I'm truly sorry and feel some what ashamed for my actions.
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> Imms I've spouted off to you guys a couple of times when I hadn't meant to. More often I've generated a random character just to say thanks. I can't say I've ever really been dissapointed with any interactions.
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> Astien if you read this My biggest apology goes to you you smirking bastard I was tired and had been up all night and Fighting with my girl. My baby started to cry and I snapped the key board was in my hand and I vented there and deleted. If you have no recollection of the event great if so I felt pretty stupid later.
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> Sorry for embarasing you Clemmy.
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> Today I got word that I landed a 25k a year job(Here that is insane money the COL is minimal)
> and all the stress I have been feeling is gone. I've managed to get myself on my feet again after splitting up and I'm closer to my center than even when I was living with my now defunct family.
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> Another thing that has been bothering me is my use of an alias. My name is Eric Prothero and I place my reputation on my name and I've been hiding behind SGT Leg wich has made it to easy not to be me.
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> Since my emotions were all mixed up my thoughts were to and as such I spouted a lot of moronic bullshit.
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> And truth be told If I didn't like CF so much I wouldn't be here. i've been playing with you all for 3 years and I'm as guilty of getting mad at a character as the next guy. What I should be thinking is "HEY!! ive been playing with you for three years!! I'm mad at the situation not yuo." Well things'll improve they always do.
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> Yeah i've been an ass So fellows and Fellas and To my FTA bro's who's name I have help soil in the last couple of weeks (And who I notice tend not fly the guideon anymore)I am very sorry for my behavior and....well that says it all I guess.
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> My Ex just droped off Autumn So I'm going to play with her.
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> Eric Prothero Brewer Patriot
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