You don't want to do it, yet you get some tired of the same old grind, silly deaths, gathering preps just to burn them for no death fights. And people wonder why I am serial rager player. It lets you focus on the one good aspect of the game, pk. All you other folk can have your exploration/in-depth rp. Trying to find the time to play is truly becoming a chore. Especially when each login seems like the same old gather, gather, collect, fight, nobody dies, get jumped, teleport, die to shitty teleport. Ugh.
=End Rant