I'm not much of a battlerager fan, but hopefully you don't give up entirely. The place can use more players, and especially those that enjoy more fair fights than gank-fests... ESPECIALLY when we're talking about a person who isn't some leader profile with added powers/rare gear. Take the time you need, but maybe go neutral with a role that can allow you to go after any of the fortress, then on your own terms. Bonus if it's something that can limit their ability to find you easy such as assassin, thief, ranger, transmuter (obviously not rager then), etc... cause yeah, I feel like people get so pk deprived they go to obnoxious lengths to make it happen.

Good luck with your choices. I'm happy I didn't go out of my way to track you down since you were facing such crap odds (although as mentioned, an evil mino is going to have plenty of people to hate on without any conversation necessary)