<i>the character was all about proving himself at fighting. Up to the point of being freaking insane about it.</i>

By that definition, you shouldn't be afraid to jump into a fight that can go bad. By that thought, you would have gone to help Morin in the orc village log, despite his calling of retreat. You would have died trying, but it would have been fitting to that RP. You should adjust your PK style to fit your RP. The actions speak for themselves.