Maybe you misunderstood what I was saying.

I was saying much stronger than I am. Meaning, I am the one getting steamrolled. Meaning I am not having fun getting steamrolled. So I finally killed you. Now I'm going to make our future fights a little bit closer for me.

In any case, any corpse that I make, I am entitled to whatever I want. Fortunately, I have a very specific set of outlines for the things I do. I'm content with my reasoning, and I don't feel my specific guidelines are any worse than anyone else's.

Lastly, if equipment is what defines your character, then your character is probably pretty hollow. It's just equipment. I lose it all the time. It sucks at first. But an hour later, you get over it and realize that you were doing just fine before you lost whatever it is you lost.