While I cannot begin to comprehend the full extent to which your brain has been addled by heavy drug abuse, and I do not know what environment moulded you into the individual you are today, I feel certain issues should be raised. I do not know if you can, or will read this, but here's to hoping:
Initially I had you in my mind as a misguided individual, a wayward soul struggling to come to terms with the harsh realities of the modern world. You have humbled me by revealing just how far from the mark this assumption fell.
Most people by now would have considered the ramifications of their actions and relented on your prolonged smear campaign against the CF community. It is selfish, childish and futile. As someone who has never borne any hatred towards you, I sincerely urge you to follow Paul OTT's advice and get professional help. Please Krilkov. Get assistance; find some way out of this rapid, self-destructive tailspin that you are beginning, find something in life that you can value.
If you cannot follow this honest, genuine advice, then I recommend you find a different group of people to antagonise. Your actions are not clever, it takes comparatively little time or effort to destroy the work of others. Personally, I am not impressed by this continued vendetta. I am only saddened by your behaviour as it places emphasis on just how truly empty your life must be.
Signed,
Istirith