Anyways Ashmierre is gone. And Im SO PROUD OF HER as a concept and character that I dont know whether to bask in the glow of a character literally speaking almost through me, or puke at the repugnance of the basic, nearly delusional, completely arguable (as in, this game isnt even fucking real or important to anyone but like 100 people, tops, in the entire world) ego that these people, NO NOT IMMORTALS. These *people*, actually think talking OOC, via the prayer command only (a command that *only* IMMS can even fucking see!) is even some sort of violation (of literally anything at all) much less anything that would impact *actual* gameplay or immersion. I mean.. if it did that would mean these IMMs are WAY more confused than even Im describing.
And more honestly, and apparently from what just took place, the *actual* reason is the same bullshit *anyone* can, and will, pull right out of their asshole at the mere perception, that they are Anything other than amazing and infallible! The IMMs *can* and so they, or one at the least, did. Simple as that. They dont *have* to have a reason, sillys.
I *know* Im far from flawless. And, honestly, sure I get why some people dont like me. I LITERALLY (and yes Im using that word correctly) run circles around players that these very IMMs *choose* to like, and *give* affection.
Furthermore, I run these very circles, often, without ample protections. Or with *normally* viewed unplayable or undesirable builds. Like elf shifter water air. And not only that. But I push their friends and pets shit in on a regular basis with *little* effort and sometimes INTENTIONALLY making things harder like Ssorc who would *intentionally* rush people IMMEDIATELY upon sight in an area. Why? Because, silly, not only was Ssorcs role that it was a Literal monster from some fucked up demon dimension AND it was a very real and intentional CHALLENGE to whoever I charged blindly that they arent worth the effort of stopping and prepping. Ssorc to a fucking T.
Anyways, I mean every word. IMMs MAD Im good, and honestly now that Im thinking about it and with the dismissal of something that *shoukdnt* be my job to fix, as in *their* fucking edge failed. SO THEY SHOULD FUCKING FIX IT. Or at least, like any decent person who isnt a deep deep in their feelings double baby would at least acknowledge. And if NOT decency and acknowledgment. DEAR FUCKING GOD dont chastise a person who *SPENT VALUABLE EDGE POINTS, specifically *not* selecting a much more interesting edge; in favor of the resurgent vitality edge you know because without it shes gonna fucking DIE for good. And when that edge FAILS because of some stupid mechanic that I asked about and explained EXACTLY twice, days separated, only to receive Deafening Silence.
Its comical, and stupid, and so confusing it seems willfully ignorant. But just so you know what exactly happened, Ill tell it. Ashmierre had 4 con, with 1 death left till CON death. At this time, I was still middle aged. Now stay with me, as this might confuse those with less than, shall we say, any level of reading comprehension. During this specific time, I turned to OLD age. Thus my CON fell by one point. I have the log, that I used, to verify this. Now, Ill leave most obvious question aside for now, to focus. Anyways, when I hit old age, what also triggers is more edge points. Which, obviously, I used to take the resurgent vitality edge. Raising my con from 3 to 4.
Now heres where the game glitched. Keep up there internet smarty.
Something about me having 3 con, which *should* mean CON death (but didnt), made my edge choice of resurgent fail *completely*. Yes, next death = CON death.
Now, its not that big of a deal, sure. Ash was amazingly fun. Yes. And yet
When I, dare, ask the obvious: Ummm, WTF. The responding IMM, who I *cannot* know who exactly they were as they didnt show their name, but I bet 10 dollars US currency that it was Ishuli. The tone felt his *particular* scumbag. Either Ish or Umiron, if I had to guess. That very IMM *not* only dismissed this fucking of my character that could have been handled 100 other ways that were better and less Ill go with a brand spanking *new* insult for this IMM shit-for-brains. This Admiral No-dick. This Champion of smegma. The insult is: The Cup, from the classic adult film: Two girls, One Cup, used, of course.
Instead this IMM chose to chastise me for something ultimately MEANINGLESS, unless your definition of pushing the OOC prayer thing (actual quote btw) is: anything you try out of a desire to *try* new things and do something different, and subjectively, far more thought provoking and meaningful that MAKING SHIT UP AND FORCING YOURSELF TO BELIEVE IT, and dear god most importantly: speak Very long messages with perfect spelling and punctuation, because, you know, *thats* good RP obviously. And these fucking IMMs *made* themselves believe it. Because they *need* to be right that Im bad at RP. Why? Well, silly beans. If K-B isnt obvioudly bad and always wrong then that would mean their insistence that talk good = good RP was COMPLETELY BULLSHIT, ARBITRARY, BASELESS, WRONG, VERY VERY WRONG LIKE ON A STUPID LEVEL, and more importantly against the common thought that Children know. Actions speak louder than words. And in this day, in particular, with Donald Orangeguy making it his sworn duty to tank words and language as an actual concept for good, or kill every immigrant trying, I 100% am making the argument that words are less valuable now than they ever were in history. Also this very same IMM demanded *twice no less* that I bugboard it in two separate places both of which I shit you not.. Im unable to access. Discord and the officials, to be specific. And just so you know. Im pretty sure this IMM knew this. And meant to intentionally have a laugh or two at his *percieved* wit. But remember, this very being, is essentially a common Reddit mod, but for CF instead of a Reddit community. But for this game, instead of, you know, the thriving and successful Reddit behemoth.
So. Thats the story. Whatever is, indeed, clever. Ill forget about this by tomorrow morning. And, still, fuck that IMM *in particular*. Oh yes. Life is going somewhere. And Im feeling pumped to see this shits ow continue. Ashmierre Coldflame, out. Fuck Trump. Fuck you filth that voted for him. And finally fuck Patrick SHOOK LIKE BITCH Mahomes. MAGA affiliated. Refusing to denounce a joke-man. Throwing picks and eating turf like a goddamn milk cow. Character, or lack there of shows on the field folks. MAGA men and women cant keep up the charade. They dont have the stomach for maintaining such a fiction. Fly eagles fly. Go birds! Go birds!
This is K-B and I approve this message. Trolls eat my dick. IMMs, *most* of you are fine. Some of you are jokes that prove so. No hard feelings, but still. Bad form. Bad form indeed. |
