Literally running circle would me that you were actually running and in the shape of a circle.
You could say your character is literally running, but that is a stretch. Even then, the best you could do would be to literally run squares around another character since circles are literally impossible in CF.
See how I used literally correctly?
Also, I didn't read everything you wrote but enough to know you should probably seek professional help for your issues with paranoia, anger, lack of self-awareness, etc.
